Selected Ruminations
While sitting at the table, the one in front of which I spend most of my waking hours, I am exploring my memories to find some memory in which I can deep dive momentarily. There is some old song playing in the background. I am not paying much attention to the music itself; though it helps in the exploration in my mind. The music helps in recharging the part of the brain which is good at mining the old memories. Not all music can help though, only those with which you can associate a time period of your past. Even though it is me who has begun the process of searching, it is not me who is guiding this search. I only start the process, the path it takes after that is out of my control. And most of the times, I am usually satisfied with the direction which the search takes up. The "mind host" (the involuntary me who is exploring the memories) starts serving the memories to my "brain eyes"(the conscious me who is acknowledging those memories). Imagine sitting in a room